2016年12月31日土曜日

Happy new year's eve

Although a mistake I had made at job made me depressed this morning, I can finish this year feeling good.

2016年12月30日金曜日

Biceps femoris muscles

I underwent so hard a training course of Biceps femoris muscles that I got muscle pain.

2016年12月29日木曜日

Apathy

I have few acquaintances whose misunderstanding about me I want to remove when I am misunderstood.

2016年12月28日水曜日

Daily phrases

Today an event made me aware again how scarce knowledge I had about English phrases people used daily.

2016年12月27日火曜日

Can't dislike dislikes

I often find other people's ways of thinking, acting, or communicating which I don't like play some positive and indispensable roles in human organizations.

2016年12月26日月曜日

Aging has progressed

I went to Abiko city to see my family after an interval of three months.

2016年12月25日日曜日

Too crammed

I made my schedule too crammed yesterday and today.

2016年12月24日土曜日

Christmas present

For the first time in twenty or more years I did a Christmassy thing at Christmas.

2016年12月23日金曜日

Too pessimistic

As of evaluation of the effect of self-training, I have been too pessimistic.

2016年12月22日木曜日

Bought new note PC

My note PC I had bought Jan. 2013 got unable to start up. I bought new one.


2016年12月21日水曜日

Gravitational wave

I read a book about gravitational wave. I was impressed by the greatness of human intelligence.

2016年12月20日火曜日

Epidemiology

I bought textbooks about epidemiology and begun to learn.


2016年12月19日月曜日

Bonehead

I used my brain so hard that I stupidly left a couple of things behind.

2016年12月18日日曜日

Positive perception

I got aware again that positive perception of positive progress positively promotes positive progress.

2016年12月17日土曜日

Returning to basics

Today I had a good training time by returning to basics.

2016年12月16日金曜日

Lucky acquaintances

This year I got various fortunate and meaningful acquaintances.

2016年12月15日木曜日

Stable life

Many people seem to regard it one of basic human rights to keep earning their living doing basically same job throughout their career. But to secure such a human right, it must be a basic duty for everyone to live with no improvement throughout life.

2016年12月14日水曜日

Muscle pain

 I've got muscle pain having done yesterday a job I had never done.

2016年12月13日火曜日

Physical strength

I feel almost no difference of physical strength between me and people in their twenties in my workplace.

2016年12月12日月曜日

Lost

I just noticed that I had completely forgotten to write this diary last Thursday.

Gven courage

I have been given courage much more by those who have no intention to give courage to other people than those who say they want to give courage to other people.

2016年12月11日日曜日

Aboard trains

Being aboard trains, I strangely feel calm and relaxed.

2016年12月10日土曜日

Intolerant

Fewer people than I hope can forgive silly mistakes other people have made.

2016年12月9日金曜日

Shabby

The more I remember about things I did when I was a child, the more convinced I am that I am fundamentally shabby.

2016年12月7日水曜日

Only with the gentle

Probably it is possible to live having no connection with those who get angry very easily.

2016年12月6日火曜日

Another good job

I want to praise myself for doing another good job today.

2016年12月5日月曜日

Strict ethics

At a reading circle where we are reading "The virtue of selfishness", today we read Part 3 "The Ethics of Emergencies." I got to like Ayn Rand's philosophy a little more again.

2016年12月4日日曜日

Aging acceleratedly

I am feeling again it real that my body parts including the brain age acceleratedly without care and training.

2016年12月3日土曜日

Criticism

I have almost no friend who I can be sure I can criticize without making feel insulted.

2016年12月2日金曜日

Proud and ashamed

There are many things of which I am proud based on my standard while I am ashamed based on ordinary standards.

2016年12月1日木曜日

Wanted to take a rest

I wanted to take a rest from my work if I could. Setting to work, I forgot my bad physical condition.

2016年11月30日水曜日

Untidy

Poor health makes rooms untidy.

2016年11月29日火曜日

Wore a flu mask

I still have a slight cough. When going out I wore a flu mask.

2016年11月28日月曜日

Finished translation

I finished translating Wikipedia's article "Objectivism (Ayn Rand)" into Japanese.

2016年11月27日日曜日

Two consecutive days off

Fortunately I was able to take two consecutive days off. I consoled myself thinking it was the least inconvenient timing to catch a cold.

2016年11月26日土曜日

Down

I caught a bad cold. I cancelled all my schedule of this afternoon.

2016年11月25日金曜日

Still out of sorts

I am still in slightly bad health.

2016年11月24日木曜日

Surprisingly cold

It was a surprisingly cold day for November. Snow fell until around three in the afternoon. I have a slightly sore throat.




2016年11月23日水曜日

Integrity

I wonder why the word "integrity" was not translated into Japanese by the Japanese intellectuals of Meiji era, who vigorously coined that many terms from European languages.

2016年11月22日火曜日

The best I can

This year I have spent almost every day doing the best I can.

2016年11月21日月曜日

Wikipedia translation

In English Wikipedia, there are too many articles which are I feel very important for Japanese people and it is my mission to translate into Japanese.

2016年11月20日日曜日

Unforeseen

Various accident and mistakes compelled me to change my plan for this morning.

2016年11月19日土曜日

Surprising

One of the most surprising things I noticed this year was that many of adult people were mentally still teen-agers.

2016年11月18日金曜日

Lifework

This week I have been able to have a time to make my lifework take a step forward.

2016年11月17日木曜日

Scolded

I hadn't imagined I could have someone who shouted at me when I acted inadequately at this age.

2016年11月16日水曜日

Heart warmed

Because it is so natural for me to be disliked and despised, rare favor and respect shown to me warm my heart very much.

2016年11月15日火曜日

Sweet reminiscence

"The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence" seems to hold true not only as of space but also as of time.

2016年11月14日月曜日

Confusers of power and evil

I think it is only those who can't understand both essentially and structurally the difference between political power and economic power that regard power in the same light as evil.

2016年11月13日日曜日

One more discovery

It is delightful to find the reason why my abilities are so limited.

2016年11月12日土曜日

Done a good day's work

I want to praise myself for the work I did today.

2016年11月11日金曜日

Coin laundry

I used a coin laundry after a long time interval to dry my work-clothes.

2016年11月10日木曜日

Beautiful jobs

It always makes me happy to see my colleagues doing their jobs unbelievably beautifully.

2016年11月9日水曜日

Accomplished my duties

I felt relieved I had manage to complete my jobs of today without major failure.

2016年11月8日火曜日

Been familiar on papers

I went to see the shops and companies in Yamato city that I had been familiar with on business but never seen practically.

2016年11月7日月曜日

Caught a slight cold

I caught a slight cold and was in bed until almost noon. Fortunately I've got better now.

2016年11月6日日曜日

Clean-up day

It was a clean-up day of Zama city, which is set twice a year. I joined weeding in my neighborhood about an hour.

2016年11月5日土曜日

Autumn afternoon under clear blue sky

I enjoyed this autumn afternoon under clear blue sky.





2016年11月4日金曜日

My master in my heart

I got a broader horizon by regarding a person, who disliked me, as my master.

2016年11月3日木曜日

Boneheaded

I got depressed very much today scolded about my absurd way and performance of doing jobs.

2016年11月2日水曜日

Had my bicycle repaired

My bicycle's brakes not working well, I went to Cycle-Space Asahi Zama Branch, a bicycle shop in my neighborhood, to have the brakes adjusted or replaced today. They adjusted the rear brake, and replaced the front brake. They did not charge for the replacement of the front brake saying they had damaged it due to their fault. I decided to buy the next bicycle at the shop.

2016年11月1日火曜日

Winter comes, autumn comes back

It was a day like winter and autumn come by turns.




2016年10月31日月曜日

Dishonesty

Businesses can rarely overcome the temptation to conceal from their customers such truth as can decrease their sales.

2016年10月30日日曜日

Just too tired

I was just too tired last week. Just too tired. I did almost nothing but eating and sleeping this weekend.

2016年10月29日土曜日

used a stove

Today I used a stove in my house for the first time this year.

2016年10月28日金曜日

Let facts say

Let facts show the value. That is what I want to impose on myself as the most important rule when I write an advertisement article.

2016年10月27日木曜日

On the roadside this season

What catches my eyes in this season on the roadside most is silver grass.


2016年10月26日水曜日

Slow to understand

I feel keenly these few days how slow I am to understand things.

2016年10月25日火曜日

Slipped and fell on the road

This evening I slipped and fell on the road and skinned the bottom of my right hand because the edge of a sidewalk was slippery because of moss and rain and my both hands were busy with an umbrella and heavy baggage.

2016年10月24日月曜日

Additional costs

Due to my careless mistakes I had to pay some additional costs these few days.

2016年10月23日日曜日

Irrational

I always find I can't keep my behaviors rational enough to make my own life the best it can be.

2016年10月22日土曜日

Scarcity value of knowledge

The older generation who rose to their position when knowledge itself had scarcity value often try to use knowledge as a means to get high esteem and on the contrary get despised by the younger generation who find almost no scarcity value in knowledge itself.

2016年10月21日金曜日

Another weekend

Another weekend comes with so many tasks left untouched.

2016年10月20日木曜日

Old songs

Songs of which I had got weary more than ten years ago healed my nerves which was  strained by today's difficult job.

2016年10月19日水曜日

Home cooking

Today I stayed for dinner at the home of a friend of mine, for the first time in a few years, on my way of business trip.

2016年10月18日火曜日

Stagnant

Recently I am very pessimistic about the progress I can make in the future at my abilities.

2016年10月17日月曜日

Deflation

It seems to me that the so-called deflation matters not because everything gets cheaper but because some of things don't get cheaper while most of things get cheaper.

2016年10月16日日曜日

Few hopes

Of few hopes that I hoped as a teen-ager and fortunately have realized, most important one for me is never to be together with malicious people nor wayward people.

2016年10月15日土曜日

None of dreams

After all none of dreams that I dreamed when I was a teen-ager has come true.

2016年10月14日金曜日

Skin chapping again

Skin chapping of my fingers and palm of the right hand begun again this autumn.

2016年10月13日木曜日

Went to Abiko

Today I went to Abiko city, Chiba prefecture, to see my family after an interval of five months.

2016年10月12日水曜日

Complacency

It is one of my defects that I cannot help pursuing my own contentment in jobs.

2016年10月11日火曜日

Consecutive holidays

I have recovered from the unusual fatigue thanks to three consecutive holidays.

2016年10月10日月曜日

Forced thoughtfulness

It pains me to be aware of the thoughtfulness that I unconsciously compel other people to keep to me.

2016年10月9日日曜日

Until when

I often wonder until when my body can work to earn my living.

2016年10月8日土曜日

Poorly concentrated

My ability to concentrate is very lowered due to fatigue.

2016年10月7日金曜日

Easygoing question

"Why?" is the question that is the easiest for the questioner to ask and the hardest for the answerer to answer.

2016年10月6日木曜日

Giving up

I realized from my own experience of today that giving up in a field of personal life strikingly reduces the competence in one's profession.

2016年10月5日水曜日

Quick and sharp

I was praised today that my actions were very quick and sharp by a woman who had known each other by sight but had no conversation at all til then.

2016年10月4日火曜日

Learnd a lesson

I learned how much less I deserved than I had thought in various ways today.

2016年10月3日月曜日

Accumulated fatigue

I hope the fatigue I accumulated last week can be cleared completely this week.

2016年10月2日日曜日

Unhealthy life

Due to circumstances it's got difficult to keep appropriate sleep, meal, and exercise for good health.

2016年10月1日土曜日

Level of the accuracy

I found I could change how the world looks to me by trying to raise the level of the accuracy of my own words and action.

2016年9月30日金曜日

My good works

My past works I can appreciate as good always heal me when I look again.

2016年9月29日木曜日

Slight injury

Yesterday I got a slight injury due to my carelessness. Today my body worked much better than I had expected.

2016年9月28日水曜日

Broken spirits

I experienced after a long interval that I respected someone so much that my spirits were broken.

2016年9月27日火曜日

When praised

When I am praised I am more often praised for what I have never expected than for what I have expected.

2016年9月26日月曜日

Rarely questioned questions

What questionees want to be questioned is rarely questioned by questioners.

2016年9月25日日曜日

Directly-opposed cognition system

In a sense the cognition through stories and that through data are quite contrary to each other.

2016年9月24日土曜日

Wonderfully various

Talents people have are wonderfully various. I want to focus on their strong points.

2016年9月23日金曜日

New goals

New goals I want to achieve come to my mind one after another.

2016年9月22日木曜日

Moving mathematics

Today I read about Continuum Hypothesis on a introductory book and were so moved that I was on the verge of tears.

2016年9月21日水曜日

Light conversation

One of my weak points that hardly ever matters is I can't have light or easy conversation.

2016年9月20日火曜日

Gone suddenly

Summer has gone suddenly. It has gotten cold.

2016年9月19日月曜日

Ran out

Excessive fatigue exhausts even energy to do some works to recover from fatigue.

2016年9月18日日曜日

Pits

Some pits in course of life are too difficult to get out from once stuck in.

2016年9月17日土曜日

Garlic

I was so tired that I ate about six cloves of miso pickles of garlic.

2016年9月16日金曜日

Rainy weather

Weather in which washed clothes don't easily get dried is lasting.

2016年9月15日木曜日

Eager newcomers

Seeing newcomers eagerly learn their jobs, I also become eager to teach them.

2016年9月14日水曜日

Expertise

Reading the textbook of chemistry and biology for high school students, I am always impressed with the degree of expertise of their contents.

2016年9月13日火曜日

One of the causes

I got aware that my bad handling of the weight of my body above the neck had partly made my face ugly.

2016年9月12日月曜日

Weight of my body above the neck

I got really aware since a couple days ago how badly I had handled the weight of my body above the neck.

2016年9月11日日曜日

After a long interval

Today after a long interval I had an experience that I got able to do what had wanted to do but never been able to do for a long time.

2016年9月10日土曜日

Propagation

The efforts to propagate Ayn Rand's works in Japan are advancing slowly. I participated today in a meeting about how to forward the propagation.

2016年9月9日金曜日

Restudying chemistry

Recently I am studying chemistry using a textbook for high school students.

2016年9月8日木曜日

Dripping wet

The heavy rain of this morning made my bag and shoes dripping wet. They have not dried yet.

2016年9月7日水曜日

Responsibility

When we think or talk about responsibility, we need to make it clear whether the matter is about rules, culture, or sentiment.

2016年9月6日火曜日

Efforts last

Efforts which have already turned into habit last even after hopes vanished.

2016年9月5日月曜日

Produced nothing

Most of the efforts I have made so far have then and there made me feel they have an effect but actually produced almost nothing.

2016年9月4日日曜日

Fundamentally hopeless

In a sense I spent the past twenty years just to confirm how inferior and hopeless I am fundamentally as human.

2016年9月3日土曜日

Nickname

Recently I got a wonderful nickname from the people I am working with. Probably it is for the first time since I was a high school student that I am called by nickname.

2016年9月2日金曜日

Expression and what is expressed

I am marveling again at the wonder of relationship between expression and what is expressed, particularly about what I really want to be understood by many people.

2016年9月1日木曜日

Exploited

For the last few days I am imposing too much a burden on my internal organs. I have to take more care of them.

2016年8月31日水曜日

Calm excitement

The contrast between light and shade made by the sunlight of summer evening arouses calm excitement.




2016年8月30日火曜日

Fresh wind

After sunset, very fresh wind is blowing.

2016年8月29日月曜日

All day rest worked

The motivation to train myself which had been worn out by last Saturday's fatigue was restored by yesterday's rest.

2016年8月28日日曜日

Spoiled story

I cannot be absorbed in love stories in which the character with whom the protagonist falls in love acts too conveniently to the protagonist.

2016年8月27日土曜日

Sleeping hours

Recently it is difficult to keep enough sleeping hours and to do what I want to.

2016年8月26日金曜日

Just admiring the summer sunlight

I am enjoying the good fortune that I don't need to suffer from the summer sunlight in order to earn my living but can just admire the beauty of it.


2016年8月25日木曜日

Relieving acquaintances

I have a couple of acquaintances whom I am relieved just remembering when I am depressed.

2016年8月24日水曜日

A common and fundamental cause

I noticed a common and fundamental cause that makes my jaw unnecessarily stick out when practicing martial arts and makes the photos I take sadly banal.

2016年8月23日火曜日

Hesitation

I always hesitate to point out other people's faults that seem to me to be biggest of theirs.

2016年8月22日月曜日

Lack of understanding about marketing

No small part of the common view that free market economy is evil seems to me to come from lack of understanding about the necessity or the real nature of marketing.

2016年8月21日日曜日

No importance

I feel at peace when treated as a man of no importance.

2016年8月20日土曜日

Water rich areas

I envy people living in areas where tasty water runs from cocks of city water.

2016年8月19日金曜日

Drank

I had a liquor today after an interval of more than half a year.

2016年8月18日木曜日

Simply shallow

I really despise those who think they think just swallowing agitators' arguments.

2016年8月17日水曜日

Different impression

When people around me seems different than before, I wonder whether it is I or people who have changed.

2016年8月16日火曜日

Natural helpers

I respect people who act reflexively when see someone in need of help.

2016年8月15日月曜日

Scrapping

I am disposing of various goods in my house which seem to make anyone happy no longer.

2016年8月14日日曜日

Harsh mention

The mention "You look like your father very much" makes me hopeless harshly.

2016年8月13日土曜日

Praised unexpectedly

Today I was unexpectedly praised of my job indirectly by a man whom I had respected. That was delightful.

2016年8月12日金曜日

Sadly small

Since about 15 years ago most of the people I see at streets have seemed to me so small that I have been somehow sad about the society as a whole.

2016年8月11日木曜日

Wall of talent

One of the things I have never experienced is to get ahead of truly talented people by my own efforts.

2016年8月10日水曜日

Summer afternoon shower

The rain on this afternoon was so strong that the Odakyu-line suspended their service temporarily.

2016年8月9日火曜日

So delightful

It is delightful that I can still imagine myself improving various abilities at this age.

2016年8月8日月曜日

Irrelevant efforts

Probably I am not yet conscious enough that I tend to make efforts beside the mark.

2016年8月7日日曜日

House cleaning

I spent all this afternoon cleaning my home in order to welcome an important person.

2016年8月6日土曜日

Cured

I don't know why, but a few physical disorders I suffered last months have been almost completely cured this month.

2016年8月5日金曜日

Ironical encounter

Ironically a determination I had made brought me an encounter which overthrew the premise on which I made the determination.

2016年8月4日木曜日

Social reformers

Probably social reformers think about society's faults as often as I think about my faults.

2016年8月3日水曜日

Admirables

It is a little strange that while there are innumerable people who are far superior to me those whom I yearn for can be counted on the fingers of one hand.

2016年8月2日火曜日

Sense of values

Unfortunately I can't imagine the situation when what I value most is understood and sympathized with by other people, especially by women.

2016年8月1日月曜日

Dispromotion

Elections tell us that most of promotions work practically as dispromotion.

2016年7月31日日曜日

Thundercloud

It was a day when strong sunlight and light rain poured at the same time.


2016年7月30日土曜日

Got depressed

Today I got depressed because I failed to come up to my client's expectation.

2016年7月29日金曜日

Full summer

Although the sunlight is fully that of full summer, I don't mind the heat at all.


2016年7月28日木曜日

Chirring of cicadas

Calling songs of cicadas which are singing from far away make me feel calm.

2016年7月27日水曜日

Skin chapping came back

The skin chapping of the palm and fingers of my right hand, which I had thought had cured, unfortunately came back.

2016年7月26日火曜日

Intellectual consumers

When it comes to intellectual products, consumers tend to consider themselves to be equal to producers. Or it could be said that good intellectual products often make its consumers misunderstand that they were producers of it.

2016年7月25日月曜日

Meaningless talk

It is rarely meaningful to talk to other people about what is meaningful to me.

2016年7月24日日曜日

Slept 12 hours

I was too tired yesterday and I slept 12 hours last night.

2016年7月23日土曜日

Simple desire

What I desire for a couple week can be expressed simply using a proper noun and a mimetic word.

2016年7月22日金曜日

Made my acquaintances angry

This month I have made as many my acquaintances as ever angry because of my fault. I want to think I have become expected by as many as people, as much as ever.

2016年7月21日木曜日

Worried

Recently I get my health worried about by other people more often than before. That is delightful as well as a little bit shameful.

2016年7月20日水曜日

Load

If I had someone who understands and feels sympathy for the pain I had in my family as a child my gloomy mind might be half as gloomy as present.

2016年7月19日火曜日

Buddhism-free funeral

I don't want my funeral to be took part in by Buddhism. When I die, I want to die as a materialist who don't believe in soul after death.

2016年7月18日月曜日

Necessity of lying

Honest people need to know the necessity of lying.

2016年7月17日日曜日

Putting off

I often find the mind of aged people are completely stiffened. I want to make the stiffening of my mind as slow as possible.

2016年7月16日土曜日

Not yet released

I have not yet released from the desire to make myself look better than reality even by lying.

2016年7月15日金曜日

Seems O.K.

The blood vessels of my right temple which I found stood out boldly yesterday are now less obvious today.

2016年7月14日木曜日

Blood vessels stand out

I just found the blood vessels of my right temple stood out boldly. I hope it is not a symptom of serious illness .


2016年7月13日水曜日

Unlimit

Recently I tell myself again and again not to set limits to myself.

2016年7月12日火曜日

Genetically inferior

When I see the photos of myself in my childhood and of my parents, my heart is always choked with awareness how inferior I am genetically.

2016年7月11日月曜日

3 years slow

I did today a personal job which I should have done 3 years ago.

2016年7月10日日曜日

Push back

I noticed it was more important than I had thought that if a desk did not push back the pen point which I push against paper no line could be drawn.

2016年7月9日土曜日

Good points

Recently I find other people's good points one after another. That's great, but depresses me a little, because it make me look smaller relatively.

2016年7月8日金曜日

Agitators

I hate agitators. I despise those who swallow agitators' stories. But I don't think it is appropriate to insist agitators should be eliminated from politics. It is no more realistic to demand that everyone should think and judge using his or her own mind than to demand that everyone should produce the foods he or she consumes.

2016年7月7日木曜日

Too much coffee

Last night I could sleep no longer than one or two hours because I drank too much coffee in the daytime.

2016年7月6日水曜日

A new turn

This year is almost completely different from the last year for me.

2016年7月5日火曜日

Conversation as an end

It is an end rather than a means for me to have substantial conversation with persons worthy of respect.

2016年7月4日月曜日

An afternoon shower worthy of the name

I was caught in a strong shower on my way home this evening.

2016年7月3日日曜日

Jobs piled up

Jobs I left until later are piled up again.

2016年7月2日土曜日

Useless

There are few fields where I need not feel I am useless.

2016年7月1日金曜日

Discreet

One of the types of people by which I am attracted is being discreet but not suspicious.

2016年6月30日木曜日

New tool

It makes me very happy to buy a tool that makes me able to do a job much better using money that I have got by doing the job.

2016年6月29日水曜日

Grew taller

I was told by someone today that I looked taller than last time he had seen me. I want to believe the alignment of my skeletal structure was improved by recent training.

2016年6月28日火曜日

Concealed admiration

One of my desires which is not satisfied in everyday life is to talk about various things which  I think are really great and to be fully understood.

2016年6月27日月曜日

Outer path

I noticed another problem of my body. When I move my arms and legs, they go thorough an outer path than I have expected or intended very often. I realized this phenomenon has two essential causes.

2016年6月26日日曜日

Unexpected talent

It is delightful to get to know someone who has a talent the existence of which I have never imagined.

2016年6月25日土曜日

Fell short

Twenty five years ago I never imagined that I would be as worthless as I am now twenty five years later.

2016年6月24日金曜日

Small regret

I had a small regret today because I couldn't say what I should on my job.

2016年6月23日木曜日

Stiff back

Disorder of body is surprisingly connected with disorder of mind, one of which I noticed today. That is the connection between my stiff back and my tendency to hide my failures.

2016年6月22日水曜日

Talented guys

I am enjoying working with talented people after a long interval.

2016年6月21日火曜日

Relieving talk

It is delightful that there is someone who feels relieved to talk with me, because making other people feel easy is one of what I am very bad at.

2016年6月20日月曜日

Useless hardworking

I am still unable to eliminate from my attitude the hardworking-manner which is harmful not only to me but also to others.

2016年6月19日日曜日

Housework

I spent a couple of hours of this Sunday cleaning my home, which I had skipped for a couple of weeks.

2016年6月18日土曜日

Harvest

Various projects on which I have spent a lot of months are beginning to bear fruit.

2016年6月17日金曜日

Up

Because my desire to improve oneself has ups and downs, I want to train myself as much as possible while it is elated.

2016年6月16日木曜日

Awareness of crevice

One of the discoveries, or rediscoveries, I made about body awareness through training recently was that a structural awareness of body crevice generates awareness of body weight.

2016年6月15日水曜日

Empty eloquence

The politicians seem to me to need to be able to make themselves believe that they believe what they are saying without actually believing.

2016年6月14日火曜日

Ambition restored

Things which help me to keep desire to improve myself are increasing little by little.

2016年6月13日月曜日

Week voice

My voice sounds like old men's more often than before. I want to make it clearer and crisper.

2016年6月12日日曜日

Warp

Every time I remember anything I did and said when I was a child, I cannot help think my personality is fundamentally warped. It's hard for me to have a conversation with people who have no warp at their personality.

2016年6月11日土曜日

A great month

It seems I can make this June a month much better than any month of the past several years.

2016年6月10日金曜日

Yearning

Yearning is not yearning unless it drives the yearner to do some action to be like the yearned.

2016年6月9日木曜日

An interval

The sunlight in the intervals of in the intervals of rain of June has a unique fascination.

2016年6月8日水曜日

Recovered

Fortunately the disorder I felt with my right kidney yesterday has completely gone today.

2016年6月7日火曜日

A slight disorder

This morning I felt something was wrong with my right kidney. It may be because I had worked a couple of hours without sufficient water supply, and then I ate salty food too much.

2016年6月6日月曜日

Distorted leg

One of many distortions of my skeletal structure which bother me recently is that of my right leg.

2016年6月5日日曜日

Moderate work pace

I want to keep for the present my recent work pace the physical and mental loads of which are well-balanced.

2016年6月4日土曜日

Delightful job

A job can be delightful just because no lie is necessary to carry out it.

2016年6月3日金曜日

Muscle-building

Concrete purpose makes muscle-building appear worth doing very much.

2016年6月2日木曜日

Called on

I called on my mother after a long interval. She looked better than I had expected.

2016年6月1日水曜日

Hilly

Going by bicycle I found it again through my body that the city I live in has many sloping roads, which make moving by bicycle hard as well as make its scenery various and beautiful.

2016年5月31日火曜日

Fresh

Preparation for a job novel to me revitalizes the cells of my whole body.

2016年5月30日月曜日

Some hope

It is very fortunate that I have friends who have not yet lost some hope about my potential.

2016年5月29日日曜日

Preciousness of human life

Although I am not an advocate of animal rights, I think people should not forget when discussing the preciousness of human life the fact that human life is sustained by taking life of other species, or for human being to live means to kill other species.

2016年5月28日土曜日

Flowchart

Recently I noticed a flowchart which I had written a few years ago and I had at that time estimate to be easy to understand could be difficult for a type of people to understand.

2016年5月27日金曜日

Suitable style

Style limits content. What is great cannot be expressed in the same style as is used to express what is common.

2016年5月26日木曜日

Very windy

It has been very windy in the daytime for the last several days.

2016年5月25日水曜日

Marketing is good

Most of intellectuals fail to notice how much marketing activities as a whole contribute the public interest.

2016年5月24日火曜日

Allocation

In a sense, social resources are suitably allocated as a whole thanks to the disgust which many people have against many of the jobs indispensable to the society.

2016年5月23日月曜日

Work style

I need to design a work style which is suitable for my own desire, requirements, personality, and capacity.

2016年5月22日日曜日

Disposal

I begun various kinds of disposal to minimize trouble which I give other people if anything should happen to me.

2016年5月21日土曜日

Mental calculation test

As a trial for a job at a company I took a mental calculation test today. They said my score was about twice as good as average candidates for the job.

2016年5月20日金曜日

Sorted out

Things in my mind being put in order, hopes have become clearer.

2016年5月19日木曜日

A personal matter

I made much progress today in a personal matter which I had for a long time been reluctant to set about.

2016年5月18日水曜日

Brake replaced

I had the worn-out brake pads and wires of my bicycle replaced today. It costed about 4 thousand yen, which was lower than I had expected.

2016年5月17日火曜日

Behind the cab

The railroad scenery seen from a train window behind the cab heals my exhausted mind.

2016年5月16日月曜日

Rest

I'm exhausted. I'll take a rest tomorrow.

2016年5月15日日曜日

Authoritarianism

It is very difficult to be aware of authoritarianism one has fallen into. It can also be said that an authority which one explicitly considers an authority is not an authority for him or her at all.

2016年5月14日土曜日

Cooperation always conflicts

One of the things I think I should have been taught clearly when I was a child is that cooperation among people is always established among those who have conflict as well as community of interests.

2016年5月13日金曜日

Easy happiness

Probably the skill in which I have made progress most for the last ten years is that of making happy myself.

2016年5月12日木曜日

Windows 10

Windows 10 on my note PC freezes almost as frequently as Mac OS 15 years ago.

2016年5月11日水曜日

Thoughtfulness

According to my memory, when I was a child thirty years ago, Japanese people rarely had the habit of imagining what they would feel hearing what they said from the standpoint of the person they talked to.

2016年5月10日火曜日

Win/win

The human relationships which are called win/win can only be established between those who have sense of values partly opposite and partly common.

2016年5月9日月曜日

Dynamic puzzle

What I do most of time when I produce an interview article for advertisement can be defined as a dynamic puzzle which consists of facts, logic, and emotions. I mean various things by "dynamic," one of which is the fact that the function of the pieces of the puzzle changes depending on how and where they are placed.

2016年5月8日日曜日

In awe

It might be one of my weak points to be too much in awe of truth.

2016年5月7日土曜日

Dedication and family

It has never been a family member of mine who is I can feel worth devoting myself to.

2016年5月6日金曜日

Uneventful

My character and habits seem to be keeping me away from serious disasters as well as remarkable success.

2016年5月5日木曜日

Stayed indoors

I spent the whole day with no conversation with anyone today.

2016年5月4日水曜日

Plain impression

My impression is that an effective intelligence gives people no gorgeous impression.

2016年5月3日火曜日

A barrier

The problem I want to solve this year most has not yet been solved.

2016年5月2日月曜日

Excuse myself

I want to keep clear of such people as think and insist everybody should enjoy what they themselves enjoy.

2016年5月1日日曜日

Warm

It was so cold that I need a heater the last night of the last April. It is so warm that I need a short-sleeved shirt the first night of this May.

2016年4月30日土曜日

Strategy

Although basically everyone has some strategy about his or her business, few people seems to be aware on what strategy they do their business.

2016年4月29日金曜日

Refutation

I refrain from arguing against those who get angry about being argued against. So I have only a small number of acquaintances I argue against.

2016年4月28日木曜日

Solved

A big problem I had struggled since last week was solved today. I got an outlook.

2016年4月27日水曜日

Solution

I can believe I can figure out some solution for any problem if I can feel there is some social meaning about solving the problem.

2016年4月26日火曜日

Unexpressed opposite desire

Every order or request has both its literal meaning and the opposite unexpressed demand or desire of which even the orderer or requester is unaware.

2016年4月25日月曜日

Mimetic word

The outcome of our meeting held today to draw up our business strategy was summarized into a Japanese mimetic word. Mimetic words can represent the real nature of things sometime.

2016年4月24日日曜日

Busy

I have a pile of works to do next week. I have to be careful about my health.

2016年4月23日土曜日

Non-fiction

I guess all writers that have written non-fiction themselves know it is almost impossible to write literally non-fiction.

2016年4月22日金曜日

Compensation

Our desire distorts our cognition, especially the desire that we want to be always right. So the awareness that we want to be always right and the desire distorts our cognition helps us to make our cognition less distorted.

2016年4月21日木曜日

Essence

Like I don't think the fibers which remain after a cucumber is completely dried are the essence of the cucumber, I don't think Objectivism is the essence of the works and the thoughts of Ayn Rand.

2016年4月20日水曜日

Proud about profession

I watched the finale of Mad Men, Season 3, this week on rental DVD. The episode that the protagonists, who felt disgusted with each other, founded a new firm out of their proud about their profession excited me very much. I thought that was the capitalism Ayn Rand had praised.

2016年4月19日火曜日

Primer

A primer is dangerous if believed blindly like it is much more dangerous to counterattack a rowdy just after reading an introduction to karate than just run away with no knowledge about karate.

2016年4月18日月曜日

Different wavelength

I watched TV news after about a year today. I felt to be on too different a wavelength from Japanese TV world.

2016年4月17日日曜日

Dream workshop

I dreamed a dream of a workshop about how to improve the body awareness of weight, of which I was one of participants. The content I learned from the the dream workshop was worth at least a few thousands yen for me.

2016年4月16日土曜日

Slight headache

I have a slight headache today. I want to take an enough rest tomorrow.

2016年4月15日金曜日

Cooking

I did my own cooking after an interval of more than a week today.

2016年4月14日木曜日

Recovered

I had been so busy for the last few days that my physical condition was about to get worse. But I managed to recover my health today.

2016年4月13日水曜日

Fair or unfair

It is so difficult to keep social relationships unfair for a long time that any social relationship that is kept for a long time could be judged fair.

2016年4月12日火曜日

Opposite skills

Eloquence and science are rarely compatible. In a sense the two skills are opposite to each other.

2016年4月11日月曜日

Cherry trees revealing fresh green leaves

Although cherry trees are revealing their fresh green leaves, it is unbelievably chilly today.

2016年4月10日日曜日

Activation

It takes me a period of time to make all parts of my brain active. I can't write advertisement copies nor make any important decision with any part of my brain inactive.

2016年4月9日土曜日

Harassers

I tend to forget that not a few people live in circumstances where they can't keep at a distance such unpleasant people as habitually harass their friends and acquaintances.

2016年4月8日金曜日

Joined a reading circle

Today I joined a reading circle where Ayn Rand's philosophy was discussed. For a long time I have been thinking why Ayn Rand's novels fascinate me so much while her philosophy doesn't.

2016年4月7日木曜日

Too much conveyed

Words convey too much to readers for writers to control what is conveyed to readers.

2016年4月6日水曜日

Blue sky

Cherry blossoms suits blue sky best.



2016年4月5日火曜日

Hardly photographed

It can hardly ever be photographed how beautiful cherry blossoms in full flower are.


2016年4月4日月曜日

Cloudy and occasionally drizzling

Unfortunately it is cloudy and occasionally drizzling today while the cherry blossoms are at their best.


2016年4月3日日曜日

Still cold

Although coats and stoves still work, cherry blossoms suddenly came into full bloom.


2016年4月2日土曜日

Most excited in thirty years

Recently I am stuck on a Japanese band called Gesu no Kiwami Otome. The unique world the band opened up gives me an excitement equal to that Eiichi Ohtaki gave me thirty years ago.

2016年4月1日金曜日

"Scientific fact"

Those who use the word "scientific fact" must have a different view of science from mine. I don't think science decides facts.

Business trips

This week a few business trips tired me.

2016年3月30日水曜日

No reason

It is almost impossible for me to find any reason those who have a different way of thinking from me should learn anything from me, putting myself in their place.

2016年3月29日火曜日

On the boundary

The most interesting is always on the boundary between what can be understood and what can not.

2016年3月28日月曜日

Retaliation

Sometimes I notice myself doing to someone something I do as a retaliation to him or her with no idea.

2016年3月27日日曜日

Solution

Many people seem to me to be ignorant of their own ignorance of how to solve problems.

2016年3月26日土曜日

Luckiest encounter

One of the luckiest encounter I had when I was young was I read the works of Karl Marx and leaned from him how to consider the social system as a whole.

2016年3月25日金曜日

Supreme self-respect

It is one of recent discoveries that supreme self-respect and  strong sense of inferiority complex can coexist in one person.

2016年3月24日木曜日

Atrophied

A man's ability to distinguish reality from wish is easily atrophied in such environment as guarantees his survival.

2016年3月23日水曜日

Stiffheaded

Every time I face my own thickheadedness I cannot help thinking of how queerly I grew as a child.

2016年3月22日火曜日

Photographic composition

Although a photograph is static and two-dimensional, the core competence required to take appealing photographs is, I noticed when I begun to act as a cameraman, the ability to perceive things dynamically and three‐dimensionally.

2016年3月21日月曜日

Indistinct

I am often attracted by a piece of music or art by which I have no idea why I am attracted because I have no idea why I am attracted.

2016年3月20日日曜日

Thickheaded

When composing photos as a cameraman I feel keenly how much limited my visual creativity is.

2016年3月19日土曜日

Passion

Explosion of emotion only occurs when things are grasped from one point of view.

2016年3月18日金曜日

People in declining industries

Those who can stay in declining industries with no effort to recover and those who can't seem to me to be of completely different race.

2016年3月17日木曜日

Fine warm day

After a long interval it was a fine warm day.


2016年3月16日水曜日

Occasional pessimism

Occasionally I feel inclined to disliking the world I live in finding what I have a contempt for is honored by too many people.

2016年3月15日火曜日

Too lightly dressed

I went out too lightly dressed this morning, and it got much colder than I had expected.

2016年3月14日月曜日

Smashed

Men's spirit the pride of which has been smashed becomes as incompetent as their limbs the bones of which have been smashed.

2016年3月13日日曜日

Difference of weight

Rarely when I am in very good health I feel the difference of weight of my own muscles and bones and blood vessels.

2016年3月12日土曜日

Not bad

One of the major defects of Windows 10 for me is it cannot keep Google Japanese Input the default IME. Another is that its Japanese font is very ugly. The latter problem has been fixed with a third party tool, while the former has not yet. There has been no problem in particular other than these so far.

2016年3月11日金曜日

Updated

I carelessly let the Windows OS of my desktop PC be updated from 7 to 10. Although I can use all the application I need, it is troublesome a little to get used to new operations.

2016年3月10日木曜日

Complete theory

There seems to be a paradox that the completer a political or social theory is the banaler the life of its followers is.

2016年3月9日水曜日

Activated

When writing an advertisement article my brain and body become mysteriously active.

2016年3月8日火曜日

Shallow views

It seems strange to me not a few people praise young people's view of society and politics. When I was in my twenties, I was depressed almost every day facing how shallow my view of society and politics had been.

2016年3月7日月曜日

Iliacus muscle

Pulling on my right stocking I harmed my right iliacus muscle.The pain has already subsided.

2016年3月6日日曜日

Dropped

I carelessly dropped a belonging of mine both yesterday and today. I need to brace myself.

2016年3月5日土曜日

One more effort

As a writer of interview articles, I am often refused to take photographs at the place where I hope by my interviewees, and later regret having accepted the interviewees' refusal. I should tell myself to make one more effort when my request is refused by my interviewees.

2016年3月4日金曜日

Tripod

A tripod stabilizes a camera as well as restricts repositioning of it. When I use a tripod I later feel regret for having used it, and when I don't use it I later feel regret for not having used it.

2016年3月3日木曜日

Began to learn Drupal

Last week I began to learn Drupal, a web content management system. I want to build a membership site for Ayn Rand fans in Japan until this summer.

2016年3月2日水曜日

Higher peaks

Mountains of thoughts of great minds have relatively higher peaks and lower peaks. What should be overcome is the highest peak.

2016年3月1日火曜日

Ume

Ume trees in my neighborhood has come into full bloom.



2016年2月29日月曜日

Like climbing a high mountain

Like there is a complete difference between looking at pictures or maps of a mountain and actually climbing it, there is complete difference between knowing summaries or digests of a man's or a woman's thought and actually reading and understanding what he or she wrote.

2016年2月28日日曜日

Speech

Having no opportunity to deliver a speech in the presence of a certain number of people for a period of time, I lost a bit of ability to speak precisely and systematically.

2016年2月27日土曜日

Unconscious protection

I found that my unconscious protection of the injured muscles under my right shoulder blade always distorts my body movement.

2016年2月26日金曜日

Bonus

It makes me feel as if I get a bonus to have one additional day this year's February.

2016年2月25日木曜日

An extremely unique detective story

One of the reasons Atlas Shrugged is a extremely unique novel is that it is in a sense a detective story in which both the culprit and the detective died twenty three hundred years ago and what was killed was the mind of the whole mankind throughout the history.

2016年2月24日水曜日

Alone

Most comfortable frequency of having conversation is about several times a week for me.

2016年2月23日火曜日

Underestimate

Every time I read John Galt's speech in Atlas Shrugged again, a suspicion rise up within me and makes me feel uneasy that I might underestimate how radical Rand's thoughts are.

2016年2月22日月曜日

Stuffy

I may already be a uncomfortable person for young people to be with.

2016年2月21日日曜日

Singing

Singing ceased to be a joy for me when it became an item on the skill of which I had to compete with others and be judged by someone.

2016年2月20日土曜日

Teaching

When I was young, I liked to teach other people almost anything. Now I have almost nothing to teach other people with confidence.

2016年2月19日金曜日

Paradigm

It may be better to think of what is called paradigm is imperceptible than to think of oneself as perceiving it.

2016年2月18日木曜日

Reviewing

Every time I look back over the interview I just had at the day, I notice some stupid mistakes I made and wonder how I could be so stupid.

2016年2月17日水曜日

Timid

I may be too much afraid of thinking I understand what I actually don't.

2016年2月16日火曜日

Unwelcome favors

Judging from what I sometime experience, I would also do sometime what troubles other people in the hope of helping other people.

2016年2月15日月曜日

Getting warmer

As it gets warmer the houseworks also progress more promptly.

2016年2月14日日曜日

The first spring storm

This morning it rained and the wind was so strong that the ribs of my umbrella were broken.

2016年2月13日土曜日

Like real spring

It was very warm like real spring today.


2016年2月12日金曜日

Wonderfully quick

The cloud accounting system I introduced recently responds much quicker than I imagined.

2016年2月11日木曜日

Vanity

When I was a child I had an outrageous desire to be seen as one who was greater than I really was. Even after I begun to feel ashamed of myself for having such desire it continued to force me to say frequently things useful for nothing other than making myself look greater than I really was and later make me regret.

2016年2月10日水曜日

Unexplainable

Anything that is great makes me feel I can in no way explain it at the same time I want to explain it by all possible means.

2016年2月9日火曜日

Transfer of management tools

I decided to change the ways and tools for my task management and bookkeeping on my businesses and household after an interval of about a year and a half. Cloud tools have progressed remarkably for the last few years, as well as my needs for these tools have considerably changed.

2016年2月8日月曜日

Disorder of my muscles behind the right shoulder blade

My muscles behind the right shoulder blade have been damaged since about twenty five years ago. The disorder begun to annoy me recently.

2016年2月7日日曜日

Achieved significant progress

This weekend I achieved significant progress in a project which had been deadlocked for a long time.

2016年2月6日土曜日

Only little by little

The jobs I have to finish progress only little by little.

2016年2月5日金曜日

Fundamental views

It is strange that there are few people who seem to me to have the same fundamental views about how the universe exists with me.

2016年2月4日木曜日

Elite-dependence

It seems shameful to talk about what an elite should be avoiding to be a member of an elite.

2016年2月3日水曜日

Still absorbed

I am so absorbed in a new project that I have hardly enough physical training and rest.

2016年2月2日火曜日

Semi‐aphasia

Sometimes my brain is so exhausted by very difficult writing jobs that it become unable to construct proper speeches and writings.

2016年2月1日月曜日

Washing to do

I have been so busy that clothes I have to wash have accumulated a little since last week.

2016年1月31日日曜日

Membership

There may be some difference between characteristics which make a man favored as a member of a friendly circle and characteristics which make a man demanded as a member of a practical organization.

2016年1月30日土曜日

Didn't snow

Yesterday's weather forecast proved wrong. It didn't snow at all today.

2016年1月29日金曜日

Chilly

It's rain probably after an interval of more than a week. It is forecast to be snow tomorrow.



2016年1月28日木曜日

Caught my eyes

Sometimes my eyes catch something which I have passed again and again and even the existence of which I have never recognized for decades.


2016年1月27日水曜日

A fundamental assumption left out of consideration

Ayn Rand's philosophical system has on its foundation a very important assumption: "If you really want to live your own life". The fundamental assumption of her philosophy seems to me to be too little thought of by those who willingly make use of her philosophy to design a social system which looks ideal for themselves.

2016年1月26日火曜日

Reason founded on love

I guess the volume of Ayn Rand's emotion was so huge that few people can realize the meaning of such words as "love", "want", etc., in the same way as Rand herself realized. And probably Rand's thoughts about reason cannot be understood correctly without correct understanding of Rand's concept of love.

2016年1月25日月曜日

Function and substance

It depends on person how disagreeable it seems to give the same name to a function and the substance which carries it.

2016年1月24日日曜日

Contrast

It is said the opposite poles attract each other. Ayn Rand seems to me to have become an ardent advocate of reason due to, or driven by, her passionate love for her own life and the world she lived in. Contrary to Rand, I was originally a heartless boy and I got to think a great deal of emotion by reasoning.

2016年1月23日土曜日

Unsatisfactory

The videos which I took after a long interval at last Tuesday's event had a lot of unsatisfactory points.

2016年1月22日金曜日

Not yet thawed

The snow which lay on the ground last Monday has not yet thawed completely.


2016年1月21日木曜日

Allow myself to say

I wrote most of the manuscript of the handout for yesterday's lecture about morality of capitalism by ARI Executive Director at Rikkyo University. Although that was very difficult job, I could allow myself to say I did well.


2016年1月20日水曜日

Ayn Rand seminar in Japanese university

Today was probably the first day an Ayn Rand seminar was held as an official event of Japanese university.


2016年1月19日火曜日

Successful

Today's lecture event which I joined  as a staff was very successful.

2016年1月18日月曜日

First snowfall

It was the first snowfall of this winter.


2016年1月17日日曜日

Stirring staff card

A member of the Ayn Rand Seminar Committee, of which I am also one, designed our staff card on the back of which a stirring line from Atlas Shrugged is printed



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2016年1月16日土曜日

Small fruits

I like seeing small fruits of vivid colors lit by the winter sunlight.


Listening

My comprehension of spoken English has considerably improved these a few months driven by necessity.

2016年1月14日木曜日

Orange

It was a cold and fine day. Here and there are plants of brilliant colors even in winter.


2016年1月13日水曜日

How steady

Recalling how often personal computers used to freeze and how short a life they used to have about 20 yeas ago, the steadiness of recent personal computers is marvelous.

2016年1月12日火曜日

Advice by successful people

Sometimes I wonder whether the most promoted employee in a company which went bankrupt had been excellent or not. We can rarely forecast whether a company is going bankrupt within a decade or not.

2016年1月11日月曜日

Labor and valuation

The amount of labor which an work requires and the height of valuation which other people give to the outcome of the work are sometimes disgustingly out of proportion.

2016年1月10日日曜日

Unexpressed conceptions

There are so many things which I want to write someday about the human body and society.

2016年1月9日土曜日

Directly‐opposed

It is puzzling that those who seems to me far more intelligent than me argue the directly‐opposed policies to make this country rich.

2016年1月8日金曜日

Contrary to intuition

It may be as contrary to intuition as the heliocentric system that a free market economy benefits the less competent.

2016年1月7日木曜日

Rays of sunshine

Rays of sunshine through breaks in the clouds was beautiful this afternoon.


2016年1月6日水曜日

Advice avoidance

I keep in mind other people's words and deeds which make me feel like avoiding advising them on anything and try to avoide such words and deeds.

2016年1月5日火曜日

Thoughtless words

It is not rare for me to regret my thoughtless words of criticizing other people's job.

2016年1月4日月曜日

Olive oil

Olive oil has begun to solidify, which makes me feel the coming of the real winter.


2016年1月3日日曜日

Went far to Hadano

I fell asleep in the Odakyu train on my way home from Tokyo, passed my station Sohbudai-mae, and woke up passing Tokaidaigaku-mae, about 30 km to the west of my station. That was the first time I overslept in a train that far.

2016年1月2日土曜日

Overslept

I took a nap intending for an hour and found I had slept for 5 hours.

2016年1月1日金曜日

My hopes

This year I want to make two of my businesses turn into the black, and also want to keep writing this brief diary  without fail, and keep making progress on my physical abilities.
 
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